And the fun keeps on coming

Hey everyone just updating here.
Too much has happened once more. I quit school and am currently looking for a second job or better job. hopefully something pops up.

I've been having a pretty great week very relaxed. I am the kind of person that worries about everyone all the time and stresss myself out over everything, but this week has been different I feel different I feel happy and relaxed almost as though I wasn't here its a strange feeling and very hard to explain but I feel good.

So I am actually very exited about these next few months. I usually hate the cold and snow but not this year. I am just looking forward to all the great events that I have planned.
This month of course, I can't wait to go trick or treating. Than next month Thanks Giving although I really don't like thanks giving because I am not very close to my family but I am hoping something good comes up for that. Than December is just so exiting Christmas of course and also my Bfs birthday, I am throwing him a surprise party and I am just so exited for the outcome. Banny's mom Tonya is making the cake for the party and I just know it's going to turn out greattttt. So exited also
for christmas and new years and my birthday in January. This will be a great few months. =)

 

 Anyways here are some pics of the updos I did in class before dropping out. I don't wana talk much about that but yea its a horrible feeling I feel like I am a failure and can't finish anything. Since I moved out of my house and even before that I have never got any help or support from anyone and have always done everything on my own so everything I have tried to do has taken longer than it would take others with better advantages. It really does not make me feel good so I rather just not talk about it. All I will say is that school was a piece of shit. Hopefully better things will come my way.

Thanks you everyone for coming through lots of love =) ELA <3