Guess who's back from the dead??

Hello, long time no see... truth is I dont have a lot to talk about. Things happen too quickly in my life and I just live through them and keep moving forward.
My last post aperantly was October 29 wich was about 3 months ago. So much has changed since than the whole moving on my own thing really changed everything more than i was expecting.
There's good sides to it but also bad
Ill give you some examples...
Good

• I can do what ever i want
• I have a job close by
• I see my boyfriend more often
• My parents and siblings are happy when they see me
• I have peace of mind
• I was finally able to join the gym
• I get a lot more done

Bad

• I miss my family like crazy especially my baby brother
• I spend a lot of money
• I isolated myself a lot from many people
• Most of my money goes into rent and laundry
• I live with total strangers
• I feel lonely a lot
• I know my family misses me
• I feel uncared for

But i mean other than that things are still pretty similar. I don't do much exept go to school and work. I did go to Maryland for Christmas with my friend and than to New York after Christmas with Banny and our Bestie but nothing too special.
Fact of the matter is it's not easy being on your own, its a good feeling at times but things are so much more difficult than you can possibly imagine. That being said i always try to keep my head up. Times are rough and if you fall life is not going to wait for you to get up, life keeps going weather you're up or down.
Anyways from now on I'll try to keep yous updated with my life.
Thanx for visiting Ela <3