One Day At A Time

Hi =)
I'm having a rough week so plz excuse me if maybe i go on about nothing but i just found out a close friend of mine was killed in Mexico and idk how to deal with that yet, I'm real bummed out about it, i really just want to burst out in tears but idk if that's ok. Last night my bf stayed in bed with me and while he slept i was crying because i couldn't get that thought of losing him just like that out of nothing i had just spoke to him about two months ago, i feel like my heart is being drowned in vinegar, it hurts.

I've been trying to keep myself occupied so I don't get too upset so this week I've really been bugging my friends and my bf with txt messages and calls i just don't know how to deal with this.
I also painted my nails last night i did my own version of a french tip, than today i went over my bf's house and painted his sister's nails in the same manner and his little niece i did a cute little kid design witch was white nails with a blue heart on both the ring fingers.

Class today was fun we had clients go in for the first time but i didn't get one but i should be getting one next week. Although i didn't get a client i did enjoy my time in class i got to do two up-dos witch i love doing so much. Up-dos are one of my favorite things to do. Hopefully tomorrow i will be able to do the same.

 

 

  I've been noticing this week that my eyelashes have grown or at least they seem like it to me. I'm loving it. I LOVEEE long lashes, they make the eyes look so much prettier. Banny and I are planning a day to go get lash extensions just to see what its like i can't wait. =)

Anyways i don't wana bore anyone so that's all for today have a good 1 =D thanx for stopping by <3

Guess who's back from the dead??

Hello, long time no see... truth is I dont have a lot to talk about. Things happen too quickly in my life and I just live through them and keep moving forward.
My last post aperantly was October 29 wich was about 3 months ago. So much has changed since than the whole moving on my own thing really changed everything more than i was expecting.
There's good sides to it but also bad
Ill give you some examples...
Good

• I can do what ever i want
• I have a job close by
• I see my boyfriend more often
• My parents and siblings are happy when they see me
• I have peace of mind
• I was finally able to join the gym
• I get a lot more done

Bad

• I miss my family like crazy especially my baby brother
• I spend a lot of money
• I isolated myself a lot from many people
• Most of my money goes into rent and laundry
• I live with total strangers
• I feel lonely a lot
• I know my family misses me
• I feel uncared for

But i mean other than that things are still pretty similar. I don't do much exept go to school and work. I did go to Maryland for Christmas with my friend and than to New York after Christmas with Banny and our Bestie but nothing too special.
Fact of the matter is it's not easy being on your own, its a good feeling at times but things are so much more difficult than you can possibly imagine. That being said i always try to keep my head up. Times are rough and if you fall life is not going to wait for you to get up, life keeps going weather you're up or down.
Anyways from now on I'll try to keep yous updated with my life.
Thanx for visiting Ela <3